A day in the life of one persons struggle to balance life, work & stress without losing her mind…

I would do anything for you

Yet all you hear are lectures

I would go to the ends of the earth for you

Yet all you hear are lectures

I would buy you anything you want, yet my wallet tells me no

And still all you hear are lectures

You think you know everything

But I have more experience in this life than you could even fathom

I only try to guide you in the right direction

But you don’t want to hear it as its just lectures to you

I am not your mother

There is no law telling me that I must care

But you are part of my family

And because of that I care more than you could possibly imagine

But all you hear are lectures

And with a few simple words you hurt me more than you could even imagine

You see the tough exterior

But fail to realize the fragile creature that lies just beneath

The one that was hurt by a few simple words

The one who wants to hid from the world

The one who wants to cry

You may not have meant anything by what you said

But you still hurt me

You hurt the part that only wants to see you succeed

The part that gives a damn about what you say or do

The part that will be there for you till the end

In time the pain will heal

But right now I don’t know where to go from here

But I still care

I will still do anything for you

I will help you in any way that I can

I just wish you would see my words as an effort to help

Not the lectures that always perceive them to be